Observation
A Father’s struggle to provide:
I feel young, but aging faster than I should. Navigating the highs and lows of volatility, the burden of providing for my family grows heavier.
My wife, my kids, and the weight of the life I’m determined to give them feels like a constant, unrelenting pressure.
Never feeling like I do enough, make enough, am enough. An insatiable thirst to gamble with fate to fill a void.
Every loss piles on the burden, while the thrill of victory vanishes in an instant.
Why can't I stop?